She was burried in her own thoughts.

She was buried in her own thoughts. She was not interested in what was happening all around. She tried to diverge her thoughts but she was not able to do so.

" I will stay with you forever " she remembered his words but he proved his own words wrong . He left her.

She cried for him in front of Allah. She tried to force God to write him in her fate but she lost him. After she got him she started praying to Allah to thank Him for blessing her more than what she deserve. She cried to thank Allah. Her prayers became more deep and long. She realised that

" Allah blessed her more than what she deserve " .

But after losing him she was hopeless. His absense was killing her and she was not able to live again and smile again. Life got blur for her.

But luckily she got a path of hope. Her attachment towards God increased gradually . Crying in front of Allah was her best habbit . Seeking strenght from Allah was her power . Bowing her head down in front of Allah was a moment of relief for her. She realised that Her tears were making her strong.
She believed in that

" Allah will give her something better than what has been taken from her " .

Day by Day she was feeling herself more strong. Yeah prayers were her strenght. Firm believe in Allah helped her stand Again.

She got up and said in a mute voice 
" Thank you Allah , Thank you ! "