those days when

where once you loved

soft rains from dark eyes

describing diamond drops

my tears, your sweet prize

when rains now pour

becomes mud in your face

my heartache, love's sorrow

your hidden disgrace

unchanged are my tears

unchanged is my pain

bewildered, confused

why then you feel shame?

how can I make

my tears sweet again

my unchanged love

misses those days when

The dust creeps

Sands create scrambled voices

Slow hung in the sun

Haze of dust spread

And atmosphere lose its temperature 

Earth filled with dust shakes

Metaphysical stares of truth

Fragile feelings

Memory sits cross-legged 

In its own circle stamped 

Clinging wetness stretch

Like eagle spreading its wings

Gentle realization dance

Fragile feelings prance

Know Me

I am alive

Here, in the dark

Bristling energy

Around, inside, beating

Growing, desiring, filling and flowing,

Fighting, fighting riding the wave

Exploding, coruscating scintillating fire. Fear.

Safe.

Safe in the mass.

The humdrum,

the cycle of time.

I am alive here, in the dark.

Again

Ebb and flow.

Swaying dancing phoenix

Familiar sense, desire, grow

Feeling, fighting riding the wave

Exploding energy, electric, scintillating coruscating light.

Into the night.

The endless silent night

Between the stars.

I am alive, here in the dark once again.

Wax and wane.

Ebb and flow

Swaying, dancing, rhythm

Phoenix feelings familiar senses

Desiring, growing, riding, fighting

Wave exploding energy electric hold direction

Scintillating, coruscating, dazzling, brilliant light

From the darkness

Beauty.

I am alive.

I wish and I dream,

I wish and I dream,

That we’ll be together soon..

I can’t wait until we can look up hand in hand,

At the stars and at the moon.

I yearn for his kisses,

His touch – His embrace,

I can’t wait for Thursdays,

When I get to see his face.

I’m flooded with thoughts of him,

In my heart, soul, and mind

I imagine his touch!

So gentle and kind.

I try not to weep..

I hope he doesn’t hear my cries,

But I can’t stop the tears,

Falling from my eyes..

I cry a thousand tears..

And think – how much more can I take?

But in my heart I know I’d wait a thousand years.

All for love’s sake …!

If tomorrow I die &

If tomorrow I die & don’t get a chance again to say how much I Love You..

Just always remember,

That once I was Yours & once You were Mine.

I believe You were made especially for Me, but wonder if that could possibly be..

I’m tired of being so Alone and Blue… but I always smile when i think of You !

Waiting for that day….. when we’ll be together,

Holding on to that dream when we’ll share everything in our lives forever.

Trying to be strong.. so that when you’ll come to me..

I’ll greet you with warm smiles.. and holding your hands,

I’ll softly whisper into your ears ” I Love You” ..!

I Love You till the end.

After getting cheated in true relationship,

I have heard lovers have committed suicide. 

I find life beautiful and i don’t want to die because..

I have a false believe that.. you still love me.

We used to speak for hours during night on phone,

Now night are lonely those days are gone. 

I then too refuse to change my number because..

I have a false believe that.. you still love me.

Sitting in a room with your picture in hand,

Eyes full of tears and i am unable to stop them.

My heart is not ready to forget your love because..

“I have a false believe that you.. still love me.” ..!

This pain inside cannot be explained,

As if someone is hitting nail on my chest.

But i always carry a smile on my face because..

“I have a false believe that you.. still love me. ..!

I asked my god to bless me with your love,

Instead of smile he has given me tears.

But still everyday i fold my hands in front of him because..

“I have a false believe that you.. still love me.” ..!

My friends tease me by taking your name,

They say you have cheated me and your love was fake. 

I don’t regret saying them back that i still love you because..

“I have a false believe that you love me too.” ..!

Its never late until the last breath and

I know you would be back by then.

Lets see who comes first.. you or death!

I Love You till the end.

I feel that I’ve forgotten you.

I feel that I’ve forgotten you.. I feel that I have moved on,

but the moment I see you in front of me.. and the moment you look at me,

I feel completely defeated.

I forget every thing and believe that you are still the love of my life.

I want to erase away our memories of fun !

I want to abandon you in my house of thoughts !

but what am I supposed to do?? 

You still make my heart beat the way you used to ..!

Look into my eyes.. you will still see that mad love in it,

You were my first love, you will always be so !

But when you left me.. you killed that loving person within me.

even if I move on in life, I’ll never be the way I was ..!

I miss being with you, I miss being what I was when I was with you ..!

I might fall in Love, but it’ll never be the same again …!!

Sometimes you just gotta run away

Sometimes you just gotta run away so you can see who will come after you Sometimes you just gotta talk quieter just to see who's listening Sometimes you've gotta step up in a fight but only to see who's standing by your side Sometimes you've gotta make a wrong decision only to see who's dere to fix it And sometimes You've gotta let go of da one you love just to see if dey will ever come back 

Thinking of you means "I miss you"

Thinking of you means "I miss you"

Holding your hand means "I like you"

Putting my head on your shoulder means "Comfort me"

My hands on your waist means "Never let me go"

Biting my lip means "I'm jealous"

Staring into your eyes means "Do you love me?"

Winking means "I adore you"

Dreaming of you means "You're someone special"

Being with you means "I can't live without you"

And wearing your RING means '' YOU'RE MI

Its Difficult To Wait For Someone ,

Its Difficult To Wait For Someone , And Its Difficult To Forget

Someone ! But The Most Difficult Thing Is To Decide Whether To Wait

Or To Forget Someone.....!!

Now I lay me down to study,

Now I lay me down to study,

I pray the Lord I won't go nutty.

If I should fail to learn this junk,

I pray the Lord I will not flunk.

But if I do, don't pitty me at all,

Just lay my bones in the study hall.

Tell my prof I did my best,

Then pile my books upon my chest.

Now I lay me down to rest,

And pray I'll pass tomorrow's test.

If I should die before I wake,

That's one less test I'll have to take.

People look at horses as though you are crazy

People look at horses as though you are crazy. People say they are the most dangerous creatures. However, they need to understand that they are the very symbol of hope, peace, beauty, grace and strength, they give us strength to put up with life in this world.

“I’ve been fighting to be who I am all my life.

“I’ve been fighting to be who I am all my life. What’s the point of being who I am, if I can’t have the person who was worth all the fighting for?” 

Stephanie Lennox, I Don't Remember You

I love to sit in silence

I love to sit in silence

Beneath the shady trees

And listen to the song of birds

And to the buzz of bees.

I love to sit in silence

And watch the Clouds roll by

Then read a book or sing a song

And hear the wild bird cry.

I love to sit in silence

When the day is almost done

And see behind the distant hill

The paint glow of the sun.

I love to sit in silence

In the evening twilight

And listen to the whipper-will

Singing with all its might

I love to sit in silence

Beneath the Starry sky

And pray to all in earnest

To live in silence all the while..

LaSt NiGhT...

LaSt NiGhT...

I LoOkEd Up At tHe StArS AnD mAtCheD eAcH OnE wItH A rEaSoN

wHy I LoVe YoU...

"I WaS dOiNg GrEaT UnTilL"

"I RaN OuT oF sTaR$"

I don’t need someone to complete me,

I don’t need someone to complete me,

I need someone to make things a little bit better every now and again.

So here’s my advice:

So here’s my advice: Study broadly and without fear. Learn a language if you can, because that will make your life more interesting. Read a little bit every day. But more importantly, surround yourself with people who you like and make cool stuff with them. In the end, what you do isn’t going to be nearly as interesting or important as who you do it with.

When something bothered me,

When something bothered me, I didn’t talk with anyone about it. I thought it over all by myself, came to a conclusion, and took action alone. Not that I really felt lonely. I thought that’s just the way things are.

Human beings, in the final analysis, have to survive on their own.

Each morning when I open my eyes

Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it.