I do want to isolate myself from the world for a while

I do want to isolate myself from the world for a while , but i don't want to hide myself in the room and be cornered with my fears , i do want to walk in a crowd full of actual strangers and just observe and not judge them , and by actual strangers i mean people who've ive never met and not those who catted their ties with me or i did with them , i want simplicity in the solitude not complexity in a society , i want to see what everyone sees without any kind of comparison not where you relate and debate.

I want to sit alone with a camp fire at least that will keep me warm if not a person , and i want to travel across distances not people's lives for once.

I want to live as who i am and not as how people expect me to.

I do want to live as "me" for once.