One must learn to love, and go through a good deal of suffering to get to it, and the journey is always towards the other soul.” ― D.H. Lawrence

بہت عجیب ہیں یہ بندشیں محبت کی۔

نہ اس نےقید میں رکھا، نہ ہم فرار ہوئے۔۔۔۔۔۔ 

جون ایلیا۔۔۔۔

"One must learn to love, and go through a good deal of suffering to get to it, and the journey is always towards the other soul." 

― D.H. Lawrence

_ the regret of not being courages enough to acknowledge One sided feelings .specifically they carry that extinct of un_acknowledgement. Just Considering someone part of us. without taking there side of story. what they really feel. Just entangled in them entirely. 

_ We just don't want them to know sometimes but hoping they feel it sometimes. always Walking extra efforts for them.

The only thing we expect to have them for moments under a sky full of Stars carrying them beside us. Seeking their approvals. Having walk to unknown place holding hands.

and all i wanted was.

_ A simple talk, Shyingly Staring down, holding her hand, Explaining what it feels to love her and evenly sometimes i become tired of loving her without getting something back. and i expect her to just putting her otherhand in my hand. just acknowledging. That's why she chosed me. because all she needed a hand to hold or a heart to understand.

but when in midnight i go under those stars that stare at me, me without her. i tell my self i will try forget her. i just sleep everyday with that in mind and forget the next day, to not remember her.

_ and any otherday I would see her somewhere. nodding to me formally and i will fall again for her. and the loop goes on.