The feeling of numbness, It's like everything is turned into black and white,

The feeling of numbness,

It's like everything is

turned into black and white,

An upredictable presence,

Lost in a valley of unfiltered thoughts,

Is it just a bubble of melonchaly

Or is it an ocean 

of an endless misery ?

Lost.

In the misty memories,

Like a hair or feather fades

In a cloudy mixture.

The catastrophe of Instincts.

An unbalanced existance,

Stuck between the reality and fantasy.

Faking every moment,

Seizing every emotion,

Is it the battle of dissembling

the literal feelings ?

Or is it the only way 

to live this monotonous life.