The night is getting deeper & deeper and the stars have fallen aslee

The night is getting deeper & deeper and the stars have fallen asleep . People around me has fallen asleep too but my eyes are reluctant to fall asleep as it has been for the last 4 months. I have this feeling that my life has been very hard & unfair for me for the last 120 days, tough circumstances have triggered me into self-doubt and despair. I don't know where to go or even who i am. Everything seems confusing and scary. It is hard to see myself being successful, loved, or healthy again. All i m able to c is current unfortunate life situation. I am about to shed tears but meanwhile deep within the endocardium of my ventricles a strong voice is coming which says my dearest self whenever you face trials of any kind it provides u with opportunities to discover who you are meant to be and what u can share of ur gifts to benefit others. Yes the storms is all of a sudden. But Instead of being paralyzed by the uncertainty plx decide to continue being the best u can be , the shock will wear off, the fog is about to dissipate & happiness is still within ur reach. My dear self clarity is arriving gradually. 1day the fog at the beach will eventually be lifted & all the pieces of the puzzle will fall into place to tell u that there was a meaning in what happened to u.  The fog at the beach will eventually be lifted.