The smell of your perfume or the sound of our favourite tune will be easier to ignore

The smell of your perfume or the sound of our favourite tune will be easier to ignore

Furthermore I'll forget your promises to which you swore

One day , I'll stop searching up your name when all that follows is damn shame

One day , I'll stop writing long paragraphs without having the courage to hit send

One day all of my craziness will come to an end

I'll never compare someones eyes or smile to yours 

I'll never give in , crying behind closed doors

Who am i kidding? What's with all these lies ...

True love never dies those are words of the wise

Those little flashblacks will always tear up my eyes 

I'll never get over you

I'm just gonna have to keep growing through what I'm going through.

But Your happiness means more to me 

Than my own ever could

That's why I'll keep my silence

To not break your marriage just to do your heart good. 

This is my goodbye. I'm letting you go

Your name , your secrets will always be kept safe

Nobody will ever know

I'm Letting go of the love that I couldn't save.

The four years spent together 

Everytime i saw you

you could've knocked me down with a feather 

I'd like to think The best chapter of my story was yours

But i was wrong , you were the entire book

I had nothing left in my heart after everything that you took

My patience

My self-esteem

My confidence

I guess you had me on a hook

You were my silent prayer at night 

In darkness you were my light

Every wrong for you i would rewrite

For your happiness I'd put up a fight

The reason i wanted to become a better person was you

The reason i had faith in love again was you

The reason I'd neglect everyone else was you

But one day my worst nightmare came true

When you left, all you had to say was that we were a mistake

The words still keep me awake

I can still feel the ache

You don't feel the same way anymore , you don't think you can put up with me anymore

What was all of it really for?

Did i take the love of my life really for granted?

when she was and always will be all that i ever wanted?

Cursed for all my actions

Lost myself in fake lies and deceptions

As to this day I'm broken. 

for so long all these thoughts had been unspoken

I know i need to be mature

See the bigger picture

But do You really think my memories won't haunt you in your future?

You wanna know what true love really is?

That i accept the fact that your not mine but his. 

But don't worry I'll forget you one day

I'll mean it when i say I'm okay

The sound of your name won't take my breath away anymore

The smell of your perfume or the sound of our favourite tune will be easier to ignore

Furthermore I'll forget your promises to which you swore

One day , I'll stop searching up your name when all that follows is damn shame

One day , I'll stop writing long paragraphs without having the courage to hit send

One day all of my craziness will come to an end

I'll never compare someones eyes or smile to yours 

I'll never give in , crying behind closed doors

Who am i kidding? What's with all these lies ...

True love never dies those are words of the wise

Those little flashblacks will always tear up my eyes 

I'll never get over you

I'm just gonna have to keep growing through what I'm going through.

But Your happiness means more to me 

Than my own ever could

That's why I'll keep my silence

To not break your marriage just to do your heart good. 

This is my goodbye. I'm letting you go

Your name , your secrets will always be kept safe

Nobody will ever know

I'm Letting go of the love that I couldn't save.