There are the days when you just desire to get lost deep in the darkness of the world

There are the days when you just desire to get lost deep in the darkness of the world to somewhere where nobody knows your name. There are days when your heart is heavy but your mouth is shut. There are the days when you want to shout at the top of your voice to tell the world what you are feeling inside. When you have a lot to say but nobody to listen to.

like Faraz said

ایک تو حرف آشنا تھا مگر

اب زمانہ نہیں کہ تجھ سے کہیں

When you just sit alone all the day sitting at one place wondering where things when wrong. When you want to fix everything up but eventually you give up. You just sit there watching it all that took years to establish crumbling to the ground, be it friendships or relationships.