There is strange sadness associated with the ending of ramazan.its

 There is strange sadness associated with the ending of ramazan.its like a piece of calmness and peace is about to go and we will be back to our daily hustle and bustle of life..But the thing we should keep in mind is the things that we consider haram and prohibited in Ramazan are also haram whole year..

Like music,backbiting,lies,breaking hearts, dishearting people, haram relationships, disrespecting elders and everything we intended to omit in Ramazan.. It means we know what's right and wrong.. It just scares me that despite knowing we choose what's wrong for us for the temoprary pleasures of this dunya, and give reason to the people and ourselves to justify it so that our conscience doesn't yell at us..

It scares me that we follow the bloggers, influencers and fashion icons to carry on aesthetic and attracting lifestyles but we don't bother to follow our real Influencer of islam. We don't care to know about them, to follow their path..

Ir scares me that we do debates when it comes to follow commands of Allah. We say "Allah knows what's in our heart. We are not judged by our actions". But we forget that the intentions of Prophet s and sahaba were highly pure and pious but why they didn't neglect the command of Allah by giving this point as justification.. It scares me that we don't feel scared at all..!! :(

We just give ourself reasons everytime we do something wrong. It scares me that we are so high on our egos that we arw not ready to accept we did wrong to ourselves or to someone.. And this vicious cycle keep on repeating the whole year untill we reach ramadan againn..

But the thing that's most scary to think is..

What if we don't witness Ramazan next year.?

Have we ever thought what of its the last day of our life?

What if..... We became so busy in mending worldly relationships that we forgot to mend our relation with Allah?

What if we die tommorrow?..

What if.....???

Isn't it scary where are we going,!!!