If you're reading this, it means that you made it this year

If you're reading this, it means that you made it this year. 

It's okay if all you did was to survive. It's okay if you're still in the process of absorbing everything. It's okay if all you gain was hope for a new beginning. 

It's okay if you think that you were not productive enough for the whole year. It's okay if all you see was small progress. It's okay if you feel that you're not close enough on achieving your goals. What matters most is that you made it.

At this time, you may be tired, but please continue to be patient with yourself. You may be pressured with everything because of the weight of fulfilling your dreams, growing as a person, and taking care of your well-being. But, please do not forget to wear self-love and shower gentleness to yourself.

Continue allowing yourself to believe that everything gets better, and that includes you, too. Remember that to be patient is to know that there will always be a turn of time when it actually belongs to you.

Oh precious soul

- Oh precious soul,

I pray that Allah ﷻ heals your broken heart, and lightens the burdens that reside within it.

May you find that peace and contentment, wherever it may be. For I know that every crying heart, would do anything to have it. 🤍🌸

اک نشانی بھی فراموش نہیں کی اسکی

اک نشانی بھی فراموش نہیں کی اسکی

ایک بھی زخم کو آرام نہیں آنے دیا

اس نے اک دن مجھے ناکام کہا اور میں نے

خود کو اپنے بھی کسی کام نہیں آنے دیا

کسی کے لئے ہم عمر بھر تجسس کا پہلو بن کر نہیں رہتے

Mujhe logo ne apne rawaiyon se ye smjhaya hai k waqt hamesha aik sa nahi rehta, chahton main shiddat hmesha عمر bhar nae rehti

کسی کے لئے ہم عمر بھر تجسس کا پہلو بن کر نہیں رہتے

Koi hmare liye عمر bhar muntizir nae rehta , kisi ko hum se muhabbat aur dosti nahi hoti sirf tajasus hota hai

~ ہر تعلق کی انتہا بیزاری ہے ..

Jab inka tajasus khtm hojata hai tu rabty bhi khatam kr dete hain..

تجسس ختم رابطہ ختم ۔۔

Woh bat jiska gila tak nahi mjhy ..par hai

kay meri chah nae thi , meri zroorat thi 

وہ بات جس کا گلہ تک نہیں مجھے ۔۔پر ہے 

کہ میری چاہ نہیں تھی ، میری ضرورت تھی 

-.

To the lost version of myself 🥀

From being the happiest girl around, the one people mumble about. To the quietest version of a human being. 

I know you've been through alot, I know all yours pains and all your sufferings. I know you've been let down numerous times. I know your soul has plentiful holes. I know you've gave 100% of your efforts and got -100% in return. I know your life has messed up. But what else I know is, that you're unbreakable. You're unbeatable. You're unstoppable. Your smile is contagious. Stay strong. Be brave, have faith. 

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عدم یہ ضبط کے آداب کہاں سے سیکھے؟

تم تو ہر رنگ میں لگتے تھے بکھرنے والے

How often do we feel embarrassed

How often do we feel embarrassed the way our heart loves something, despite all our efforts to resist?

How often do we feel angry the way our heart becomes indifferent to something, something we planned to love forever?

That's how life happens to us, in the most strange and unexpected ways!

We think of having a full authority over our heart and mind, but we get it wrong. 

There are moments in life when you stand in awe, watching yourself powerless over habits of your heart.

And you keep wondering about where you went wrong.

And then knowing this beautiful reality that our heart remains in control of our Rabb!!

While we are entangled in the affairs of our mind and overhwhelmed emotions, He chooses us to love something that we never adored.

It is always Him who detaches our heart from several things that we longed for.

Only He is the turner of our hearts, and what a huge blessing it is!!

Otherwise, how could we manage our fragile hearts by our own?

 

May He turn our hearts to His obedience!

انسان کا ظاہر و باطن کتنا ہی یکساں کیوں نہ ہو..

انسان کا ظاہر و باطن کتنا ہی یکساں کیوں نہ ہو..

اس کے پھر بھی ہزاروں روپ ہوتے ہیں..

 کسی کے سامنے وہ دنیا کا سب سے سمجھدار شخص ہوتا ہے..

 اور کہیں ایک بگڑا ہوا بچہ..

کوئی اس کو پتھر جانتا ہے..

 اور کسی کی نظروں میں وہ موم کی طرح پگھلا ہوا..

ہمارا ہر روپ ہر ایک کے لیے نہیں ہوتا..

 اور صرف ایک روپ ہمارا مکمل وجود نہیں ہوتا..

 دھوپ اور بارش کے درمیان ایک قوسِ قزاح بھی بنتی ہے..

شاید انہی رنگوں جیسے ہیں ہم۔۔

صبح بخیر🌸

"Dear December,

"Dear December,

I'm lost…. Literally in these past few months I had a great struggle inside me, which was literally a storm, huge storm.

I kept asking myself, Am I late?? I saw different people around me starting their new lives, who got a job and who fell in love and I saw myself having nothing of these, I felt that I was late, very late, which arouse a huge storm inside me and indulged me in a sort of sadness and kind of depression and made me inquiring if I was late or my time hasn't come yet. 

But in the same time I felt that I had a voice inside my head which said "you are not late, you just need to relax and think in a positive way". I felt somehow satisfied, and knew that my time for having a job or falling in love will come sooner or later, I realised that happiest things will come even in our deepest sorrow or depression, that this is simply, LIFE.

Thank you dear self for understanding this fact, for assuring that we all will have things we asked for and wanted but we need to maintain our faith and patience. I understood this fact, I thought I understood it lately with heavy heart full of sadness and depression but actually, I knew it in the perfect time, I also knew that happiness is found in the very simple things and I have faith that I will be very happy and have everything I asked for."

 

اور اللّٰہ کے ہاں محبتـــــ کا اصول یــہ ہے

اسلام وعلیکم 🥀🖤

صبح بخیر زندگی 🙂

-" اور اللّٰہ کے ہاں محبتـــــ کا اصول یــہ ہے,

کہ جتنـــا زیادہ اللّٰہ تمہیــں پسنـــد کرے گا 

اتنا ہی زیادہ تمہیـــں

 آزمائش میں ڈالــے گا_" ❤️