"SHE"

Every night she sleep on the pillow floating in the sea of her own tears, under the blanket of her fears and distress!

Every Morning she wakes up with sunken eyes, broken soul but still set her dreams in the hope of new day!

Every afternoon she keeps herself busy all day, she laughs to spring out all his exhaustion, she scream to let out the burden over herself!

Every evening she tries to be a better version of herself to make others happy!

And every night she fails and wish peace for another day❤️

زندگی میں ہمیشہ وہ لوگ پرسکون رہتے ہیں

زندگی میں ہمیشہ وہ لوگ پرسکون رہتے ہیں

جو پوری نہ ہونے والی خواہشوں سے زیادہ ان نعمتوں پر شکر کرتے ہیں جو انھیں خدا پاک نے عطا کی ہیں

ضروری نہيں ہے کہ زندگی میں وہی کچھ ملے جو ہم چاہتے ہیں

 ضروری نہيں ہے کہ زندگی میں وہی کچھ ملے جو ہم چاہتے ہیں 

'چاہ' سے بڑھ کر بھی ایک اور شے ہوتی ہے اور

وہ ہے "مقدر" جو بدلتا نہيں ،، بدل دیتا ھے ۔

رنگین دنیا تھی وہ بھی بے رنگ ہو گٸ

 کچھ لوگوں کے ساتھ جڑ کر میری جو بچی کچی رنگین دنیا تھی وہ بھی بے رنگ ہو گٸ 

ان پر تو کوٸی اثر نہ پڑا پر میرا سب کچھ گیا

پر ملتے ہیں نا اسی دنیا میں بےرنگ کر دینے والے لوگ

اپنے باطن کی سیاہی سے اوروں کی زندگیاں سیاہ بنانے والے لوگ

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She's that type of girl who gets irritated even in smalls things.

She's that type of girl who gets irritated even in smalls things. She's moody, immature and soft. Maybe she's the hardest girl to handle but besides of all flaws she had. She knows how to handle you, how to handle your worth and she knows how to stay with you no matter what. 🌸

[ F E A R]💀

You stopped being yourself just cause you feared.

You feared the consequences. 

You feared the challenges.

You feared the resistance. 

You feared the atrocities. 

You feared the blame game being played. 

You feared losing what has been a part of your life. 

You feared almost everything. 

But, oh wait. 

You didn't fear what you should. 

You were fearless, losing yourself. 

How's that even okay?

Learn to do things quietly behind the scenes at times

Learn to do things quietly behind the scenes at times. You don't need to scream or shout out to the world & tell everyone what you're doing!

Dear whoever is reading now,

I know it’s hard.

I know that not everyone understands things the way you do,

Or sees them from your perspective.

I know you have questions,

Many of them,

None of them answered.

I know your dreams seem so far away,

And you’re wondering if you’re on the right track altogether.

Just know that,

One day,

You will look back at all of this,

And it won’t really matter as much.

You’ll be somewhere else,

Doing something else,

And everything worrying you right now,

All the things that are making you anxious,

Won’t be a part of your life anymore,

You may not even remember them.

While it may feel terrible now,

It’s also shaping you,

Preparing you,

To be the person you’re supposed to be.

Hang in there, buddy.

Sometimes you don't feel happy or sad

Sometimes you don't feel happy or sad. Sometimes you just feel empty. There's no feeling at all, that's exactly how I feel right now. Empty.

Sometimes you know the reason behind it and sometimes you don't and sometimes you know, but you make yourself believe that you don't. Sometimes you don't want to accept the reality. Sometimes you just want to run very far away from this world and build your own little world where you could have everything you have ever wished for.

But there's a rule of this world; a harsh one, I must say. You will be tested here for everything. Your loved ones will be taken away from you. You won't ever get the only thing you wanted the most in this world. You'll lose friends. So after all that, it's okay to feel empty sometimes. It's okay to feel nothing because you literally have nothing with you. You're alone, silent, fighting your own battle. But the most scary part is that you might remain alone... and empty. Forever!

Your parents don’t know the pressure you get from college

Your parents don’t know the pressure you get from college, your personal problems and your relationships/friendships. Your friends don’t know anything about your new commitments and you being busy most of the time. Your new friends don’t know anything about the “let downs” you had before in your past relationships and no one really knows about your deep inside feelings towards anything, so just before blaming try to be nice, understanding and flexible, life is already complicated and it’s hardly understandable.