An open letter to the love of my life:

An open letter to the love of my life:

**You** are my Paradise,

Because you make me feel alive,

There are many reasons that I can concise,

To tell you that my love is not fragile,

You are the story I want to write,

That gives your heart a little more delight,

Just after a little span of time, I realize,

My love has grown and is much intensifies,

For me, you are my heart's pride,

I will carry you, and we will make it to the skies,

Can I ask you a favor that is wise?

Can I have you for the rest of my life?

-From a girl who'll love you like no one can ever love and no one ever will.

"AUTUMN"

Walking on a lane covered with burnt-orange leaves,⠀⠀⠀

Looking high up to see the bare branches on trees. ⠀⠀⠀

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The autumn leaves make a rustle when stepped on. ⠀⠀⠀⠀

The chirping bird sings a meloncholic song. ⠀⠀

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The vibe of autumn may seem grievous and bland, ⠀⠀⠀

But, this saddening spell is the spring's melody;⠀⠀

Fall turns the oak trees gold by its magic-wand. ⠀⠀

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The hazel leaves of maple resemble a clover leaf;⠀⠀

A sign of good luck, a sign of arriving spring. ⠀⠀

After the stay of autumn; so brief.⠀⠀

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The leaves end their lives and dropout,⠀⠀

Giving new buds a chance to sprout! ⠀⠀

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Fall is the prelude of revival and rebirth,⠀⠀

Misty, gloomy days are proceeded by mirth.⠀

As I aimlessly dwell into contemplating

As I aimlessly dwell into contemplating, thoughts harassing, clouding and flooding the capacity of brain. As I muse on the verse ‘If it’s yours it will come back to you’, consoling the lovers and hopeless. I morosely cast aspersions on, will you really come back to me, do I really just let you roam, do I not care about how you’re doing the days, do I not thrive to get you, do I not endure for you, do I not suffer for you, will you still come back if I don’t yearn for you, will you still come back If I don’t fight for you, will you still come back if I don’t athirst for you. If you will, I will let you roam, I will let you indulge in the vices of your pleasure, I will let you wander through the naked streams, I will let you see the brim of the day alone, I will let you advance beyond the boundaries of decorum, for after all if you’re mine you’ll come back to me.

Then I am stricken by the contradiction that says ‘Fight for what you love’ this kindles the fire in me to go ruthless, rough and fierce. This incites the courageousness in me and rave my ownership of you, for I love you, for my heart calls you mine. For I am told fortune and love favours the brave, for if I don’t rage my life at stake for you, I don’t really deserve you. For I should do any thing and everything for you, go above and beyond the call of duty, for you.

Yet, I am scared stiff, my beloved. I am afraid for I will fight for you till the end of time, until this blood and your name runs through my veins, I am serene as I empty, deplete and drain myself for you. I am thankful to the stars as I stand vulnerable against the hostile shackles of the ocean in search of you, you and only you. I am still afraid in my ardour beloved, If destiny deprives me of you, for after all the swords I cross for you If I get told ‘it wasn’t meant for you’.

Knowing the truth and still acting

Knowing the truth and still acting like an idiot just to ignore the drama and fake reasons to cover the lie?

People may call you an idiot some may even call you that you’re weak even your close ones but you’re the strongest one yeah maybe idiot with strong intellect!

If saving your relation with someone makes you an idiot so be a proud one because people need a reason to leave even they tried to hurt your feelings for fun!

Be the person who can proudly say that I was not the one to end it, I was the one who saved it or at least tried to save it but if the things doesn’t work then don’t destroy your mental health don’t hate yourself for being too kind to someone who only need you when there’s no one! You should be your only priority because in the end of the day you have to teach your heart that nothing is permanent not even you. The only thing which is permanent is a small act of kindness for which you’ll be remembered for long time.

Dear inconsiderate preachers,

You see me as a 15 year old, you cannot seem to see beyond. There's a melancholy so deeply engraved, it feels like 50 years of age. You say it is just anxiety pangs and disregard me from naming my depressing days as depression. You say i am just sad and not depressed.

No tragedy, no trajectory. It is indeed surprising how i hugged this unhealthy mystery. It is not an insomnia, i just cannot wake myself up from an already on-going sleep. My reveries at my peak. There is a lot of crying, a pool of my whines and an exasperating delay. I have found my new home in procrastination.

No, i have not had any break ups, any family feuds or any grudges to cling onto. It is not a trauma i am going through. I have got friends but a social anxiety. I have my high days but an anxiety. Tears pour down my pillow like a rain, i have been waiting to wash my hands with. I look at my palms and wonder: 'is it what is written in there, now?' I have got to hurry, i got to catch up. I feel like everybody around me is going to leave me behind. I feel so embarrassed of my situation, i cannot even seem to properly comprehend my exasperation. I have got so much to think, so much to feel. Yet, all i can feel is numb. Yet, you take me lightly and say it is not depression?

I just sit down and wonder. Everything that i see around me seems to horrify me. There's always an awkwardness around of me . An awe i do not want to succumb to. My chest feels so heavy i feel like someone is stabbing me. Yet, when i wound my wrist, the cut doesn't hurt me. I become incapable of feeling the pain, yet there is an on going pain i feel in my heart of the hearts; in my mind. I seem to carry it inside. This situation is so contradictory. Yet you say i could be delusional because how can a 15 year old have depression?

Nothing hurts me more than when you say how can teenagers be depressed, they do not seem to even know the meaning of it. They're just sad.

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The One Who Truly Understands You,

The One Who Truly Understands You, after reading this sentence the first thing which come to your mind is your family, isn't it ? then friends ? and then the person you are in love with ? All these relationships are the ones who truly knows you, yes they are the ones but before all these things there is HE who knows you before the day you came in this world, who gave you your body, your soul. HE, the greatest of all knows you better than anyone in this universe, HE is the one who knows what you are and who you are, HE listen your words spoken or unspoken, HE hear your inner voices, your screams which you choked by putting your hands on your mouth, HE see your tears which are dropped into your body and stuck in your throat, HE is aware of your feelings, HE knows your secrets which u don't tell anyone one, HE knows your dark side which u hide from the world, HE knows everything and HE is the one who never judge you on your flaws, on your thoughts, on your appearance, on your ideas, on your lifestyle, on your status. HE knows your sorrows, your happiness, your weaknesses, your strength and HE never judge you on the basis of anything. Even after so much disobedience HE gives you peace, pull you out from depression, listen your problems, HE is your stress releaser, HE gives you love, He cares for you, HE never disappoint you, HE never hurt your expectations, HE never betray you, HE puts you first and in return ask only one and a small thing for HIM which is obedience. HE don't expect anything big from you. Yes ALLAH is the one who truly understands you. HE gives you everything which is better for you, HE always wants to make you a better person, HE is your real guide, HE is your well wisher, HE is your pure friend, ALLAH is your best friend.

Haww hyee itni moti,

haww hyee itni moti, isy shadi kn kry ga chlti hai tu trackter lgti hai..!

haww hyee itni kaali, fairness cream lgao larkian gori hi achi lgti hai..!

haww hyee itni patli, mareez lgti hai bad me kia kry gi ulta hami se khidmat krwaye g..!

hyee itnii lumbi iske lie larkaa kaha se laye g apni umer se bari lgti hai..!

haww hyee itna chota qad aj kl tu larko ko lumbi larkyan chahie kia bny ga iskaa..!

haww hyee ye kesi hai

haww hyee wo kesi hai

everyone's main moto in life is criticizing other people or commenting on each other mtlb iske alawa tu kuch hai hi na zindagi me people need to understand k dosro pr criticize ya comment kiye bagher bhi zindagi achi guzar skti hai why can't we think positive? why can't we motivate others? hamesha logo ko judge krna ya demotivate krna zaruri tu ni..! I know most of the people say that its a part of life people do criticize you should ignore them but noo its not a part of life... people themselves make it a part... and we are the one who allow other people to make this criticism part of our lives.

jinki pori zindagi log kia kahenge ya log kia kehty hai isi me nikl jati hai wo is sb se bahar niklty hi ni hai. judging people or making fun of them people just take it as a fun bht maza ata hai logo ki dil azaari krny me but never think about the person who is facing the criticism.

you never know how it feels when your friend makes fun of you infront of everyone and you can't do anything except laughing because for you its fun but for him/her its a curse. you take it as a enjoyment but for him/her its insulting. and you know what, you don't even care little bit. people need to understand the difference between joking and bullying. I faced it and I am not afraid anymore k log kia kahenge or may I lose my friends, may be log bt krna chor de mujh se but now I know being alone is way better then all of this shit.. I am writing this not because I want people's pity I just wanna tell everyone that your choice of word is really important '' apke do alfaaz kisi ki jaan le bhi skty hai or ksii ko zindagi bhi de skty hai, apke alfaz kisi ko mehfil me majrooh bhi krksty hai or kisi ka sir sb k samne utha bhi skty hai" it depends upon you what you want to be villan or hero!

people need to know that no one wants YOUR OPINION about their life no one wanna know what YOU think about them. They dont even care about your thoughts just learn the difference first and keep your leg out from other's life.

ہر انسان مضبوط بننا چاہتا ہے

ہر انسان مضبوط بننا چاہتا ہے ایسا کہ کوئ اسے توڑ نہ سکے، کسی کی چھوٹی چھوٹی باتوں سے اسے فرق نہ پڑھے، بار بار وہ ان سب سے ٹوٹے نہیں ، بہت سے لوگوں کو ٹوٹنے سے ڈر لگتا ہے اور وہ اپنے اوپر مضبوطی کا کھول چڑھاۓ گھومتے ہیں کہ کوئ انہیں جان نہ لے کوئ ان کی کمزوریوں کو پہچان نہ لے لیکن آخر کب تک ایسا چلے گا کب تک ایک جھوٹی زندگی جیئنگے کب تک اداس چہرے پر مسکراہٹ کا ماسک لگاۓ گھومیں گے ،کبھی تو اپنے آپ کو اس کھول سے آذاد کرنا ہوگا۔۔۔

مضبوطی کیا ہے یہ کیسے ملتی ہے انسان کیسے مضبوط بنتا ہے ، ہم نے کئ بار سنا اللہ کی رسی کو مضبوطی سے تھام کر رکھو ، کبھی اس پر غور کیا اس کا کیا مطلب ؟؟ اللہ کی ہر بات کو لوگ اپنے زاویے سے دیکھتے ہیں جیسے قرآن کی ہر ایک آیت ہر انسان کے لیے مختلف ہوتی ہے جو قرآن پڑھتا ہے اسے اس میں اپنی زندگی دکھتی ہے اسی طرح اللہ کی رسی کو مضبوطی سے تھام نے کا ایک مطلب انسان کی مضبوطی ہے ،اللہ کی رسی سے مطلب (اللہ کا حکم اللہ کی باتیں ،اللہ کی محبت اور سمپل نماز اور قرآن کے ہیں ) کو مضبوطی سے تھام لو ، یعنی اللہ کی باتوں کو اسکے احکامات کو اپنی زندگی کی راہ بنا لو، جوجو وہ کہتا جاۓ ایک ایک اسٹیپ چڑھتے جاؤ جیسا وہ کہے وہاں وہاں مڑتے جاؤ اسے اللہ ملتا جاتا ہے اور جتنا خدا ملتا جاتاہے اتنا ہی انسان مضبوط ہوتاجاتا ہے ، انسان میں جتنی دنیا آتی رہتی ہے اسے اتنا ہی دنیا کی باتوں سے فرق پڑھنے لگتا ہے وہ خدا کی رضامندی اور خوشنودی کو بھول جاتا ہے اور باربار دنیاوی چیزوں سے ہرٹ ہوکر کمزور ہونے لگ جاتا ہے ۔۔

بے حس نڈر یا اس انسان کو مضبوط نہیں کہیں گے جو روۓ نہ،بلکہ ہم جتنا خدا کے قریب ہوتے رہیں گے جتنا اپنی زندگی کے معملات میں خدا کی رضامندی کو مدنظر رکھیں گے، مضبوطی ہمارے اندراپنا گھر کرتی رہے گی ۔۔۔

Life..

Thats the simple word, having four letters, but within these, there are thousands of meanings,

Happiness, sorrows, depression, failures, victories, mystery, creativity and most commonly love and many more..

Among these words there will be the life for different people, which have been created by none other then themselves, without even knowing.

They say, you are the one who can make you happy,

They say, you are the one who make you successful,

They say, you are the one who make you stand against every false action happening to you.

They say, you are the one who make YOU.

They don't tell how?

Because this is the real key, this is the door to your desires.

You have to find it, you have to get it, you have to conquer your answers and endure your existence.

All you need is YOU, with the firm believe on your courage and hard work, preparing yourself for the best without frightening from the worst. That fear of worst will also become your step, taking you closer to your target! Get all the burning ashes of yours out and play with them with the hard work along with prayers. And See the magic.

You will certainly achieve what you want.

If NOT?

So what if you fail and cannot get what you want. That's not the end, there will be more then your expectations, you just have to be patient then. Because there are hopes within the hopes.

ہو سکتا ایک پرندے کو ایک مچھلی سے محبت ہو جاۓ

ہو سکتا ایک پرندے کو ایک مچھلی سے محبت ہو جاۓ۔۔۔ مگر مصیبت یہ ہے کہ جا کر رہیں تو کہاں رہیں ؟کچھ ایسا ہی ان لوگوں کے ساتھ ہوتا ہے، جو ایسی چیزوں کی چاہت کر بیٹھتے ہیں، جو ان کے لیے نہیں بنی ہوتیں، پھر۔؟ آخر میں ایک کو اڑ جانا ہوتا ہے اور دوسرےکو غموں کے سمندر میں غرق ہونا پڑتا ہے