I know I've changed...

I know I've changed...
I know I haven't been myself lately...
So maybe I've been ignoring you or maybe I wasn't the friend you wanted me to be, maybe you needed me and I wasn't there for you...
I wasn't just letting you go, I wasn't like bored or not intrested. You have to understand that this was stronger than me. This was something beyond my forces. I was on the edge of darknes, near endless brokeness... I know I appeared strong, I acted like I didn't care, I sort of tried to minimize my own vulnerability... I was busy lately my friend, busy trying to heal my own wounds. Wounds I didn't want anybody to see.
I never stopped caring about you, I never stopped being your friend and I'm back now... back to be here for you as I always have...