She woke up one day and she realized the impact of his presence

She woke up one day and she realized the impact of his presence... she realized that he added to her life the things that we're lacking...
Passion, magic, life... Yeah life itself because she suddenly realized she was never alive...
It freaked her out and knocked her senses. How can someone hold such power over her...
She freaked out she needed to be alone, she felt the need for some comforting isolation. She needed that to re-esatblish her peace...
She feared that she would shut him down but also feared the miss judgement..