You get going in this life

You get going in this life, you live and as you get older there's a whole gang of insecurities you don't want and you never wanted, you find yourself wondering how in the world you made it this far when you're damn sure that you're supposed to live like that, in a world that has its own stoical sense of judgment, in a world that stays firmly critical and judgmental. You start to wonder if you had choices or more like any choices at all. You question whether this universe takes people's interpretations of right and wrong fatally, or we are all a subject to the same degree of verdict, of ambiguity.