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Friday, November 5, 2021

The smell of your perfume or the sound of our favourite tune will be easier to ignore

The smell of your perfume or the sound of our favourite tune will be easier to ignore
Furthermore I'll forget your promises to which you swore
One day , I'll stop searching up your name when all that follows is damn shame
One day , I'll stop writing long paragraphs without having the courage to hit send
One day all of my craziness will come to an end
I'll never compare someones eyes or smile to yours 
I'll never give in , crying behind closed doors
Who am i kidding? What's with all these lies ...
True love never dies those are words of the wise
Those little flashblacks will always tear up my eyes 
I'll never get over you
I'm just gonna have to keep growing through what I'm going through.

But Your happiness means more to me 
Than my own ever could
That's why I'll keep my silence
To not break your marriage just to do your heart good. 

This is my goodbye. I'm letting you go
Your name , your secrets will always be kept safe
Nobody will ever know
I'm Letting go of the love that I couldn't save.
The four years spent together 
Everytime i saw you
you could've knocked me down with a feather 
I'd like to think The best chapter of my story was yours
But i was wrong , you were the entire book
I had nothing left in my heart after everything that you took
My patience
My self-esteem
My confidence
I guess you had me on a hook
You were my silent prayer at night 
In darkness you were my light
Every wrong for you i would rewrite
For your happiness I'd put up a fight
The reason i wanted to become a better person was you
The reason i had faith in love again was you
The reason I'd neglect everyone else was you
But one day my worst nightmare came true
When you left, all you had to say was that we were a mistake
The words still keep me awake
I can still feel the ache
You don't feel the same way anymore , you don't think you can put up with me anymore
What was all of it really for?
Did i take the love of my life really for granted?
when she was and always will be all that i ever wanted?
Cursed for all my actions
Lost myself in fake lies and deceptions
As to this day I'm broken. 
for so long all these thoughts had been unspoken
I know i need to be mature
See the bigger picture
But do You really think my memories won't haunt you in your future?
You wanna know what true love really is?
That i accept the fact that your not mine but his. 
But don't worry I'll forget you one day
I'll mean it when i say I'm okay
The sound of your name won't take my breath away anymore
The smell of your perfume or the sound of our favourite tune will be easier to ignore
Furthermore I'll forget your promises to which you swore
One day , I'll stop searching up your name when all that follows is damn shame
One day , I'll stop writing long paragraphs without having the courage to hit send
One day all of my craziness will come to an end
I'll never compare someones eyes or smile to yours 
I'll never give in , crying behind closed doors
Who am i kidding? What's with all these lies ...
True love never dies those are words of the wise
Those little flashblacks will always tear up my eyes 
I'll never get over you
I'm just gonna have to keep growing through what I'm going through.

But Your happiness means more to me 
Than my own ever could
That's why I'll keep my silence
To not break your marriage just to do your heart good. 

This is my goodbye. I'm letting you go
Your name , your secrets will always be kept safe
Nobody will ever know
I'm Letting go of the love that I couldn't save.






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